Saturday, April 4, 2009

travels and other thoughts

Dear friends and family,
Hi. It's been too long. Sorry that I've not kept you updated on my travels and adventures, but school-work and play-time has kept me busy. I'll start this update by saying that I love this city. As the sun is starting to come out, Amsterdam is waking up... and there's so much to do! I've been enjoying getting lost on my bike and finding fun stores and other gems. My new favorite place here is a non-profit squatter restaurant/venue. My friend Stephanie introduced it to me. It's a whole building of squatters and they opened an organic, vegan restaurant/bar on the first floor from which they serve dinner three times a week. The cooks and bartenders are volunteers and you serve your own food. Last time I was there, a bearded, dread-locked guy was passing out oily raisins that he got from a Hare Krishna alter and claimed that they were natural ecstasy.. yeah, it's that kind of place (don't worry mom and dad, I don't eat raisins from strangers). They also have giant drum circles and offer classes such as trapeze and breakdance. I really want to start going to the breakdance class! I've also been going to my share of concerts here. Most notably, I went to a "Girltalk" concert (a DJ who mixes other people's songs). The concert was in a club that's a renovated giant church. It started at 1 am and lasted until 5 am and was basically a rave. There are so many things I've been up to - for the sake of ease and organization, I'm going to make a little list:

1. Paris - I visited Paris in March (feels like forever ago!). I stayed with a friend, Ashley, who's studying there, and she guided me through the city. We walked all over and visited many of the must-sees. I ate a lot of pastries and had a really good time!



2. Dublin - I was in Dublin during the weekend before St. Patrick's Day. It was insane. I stayed with a friend from home and GW, Carolyn Kerchof. While I was there, I met up with Hannah Rosenfeld and some of her friends who are studying in Barcelona. One of her friends had a cousin visiting her from GW who I knew.. small world. Anyway, on Saturday we took a train to a coastal town called Bray and went hiking up a small mountain. It was beautiful - definitely the picturesque landscape that I had imagined Ireland to be. SO sunny and green! On Saturday night, we met up with another friend from elementary school, Hannah Kuzniecky, who's now studying in Paris. I also saw what I felt was like half of GW in Dublin. It's fun meeting up with old friends on the other side of the world.



3. Berlin - two weekends ago, a friend from my program and I ventured to Berlin. We found a super-cheap last minute train and decided why not. Berlin is an interesting city. It's huge! My favorite part was all of the Graffiti... a lot of it was political and a lot of it was just for fun. The history in Berlin is all so recent, so it was crazy to be there and actually see it. At times, walking through the city was kind of creepy - the Nazi architecture of cement slabbed buildings leave the city with a creepy feeling of lingering structure. I wish we had had more time to experience Germany... We arrived in Berlin at 4:30 AM Sat morning, woke up for a 5 hour bike tour at 9 AM saturday, finished up some sight-seeing in the afternoon, stayed out until 4AM on Sunday morning, and were on our train back to Amsterdam by 8 am Sunday morning. We had 28 hours in Berlin and managed to stay awake for 21 of them. I'm proud of us.



4. Ashley visited me last weekend from Paris. We went to an Amnesty International film festival called "movies that matter." It was super interesting. I saw 6 films and each one encompassed prevalent human rights issues such as the death penalty in the US, resource exploitation in the Congo, media censorship in Burma, Iranian refugee struggles, free speech, etc. After each film, there was a Q and A session with the director. My favorite film was a film called "An Independent Mind." It presented 8 stories of individuals who had been denied freedom of expression. One of the cases included was David Irving, a well-known Holocaust denier and Anti-semite who was arrested in Austria for promoting his ideas to students. I thought it was interesting that Irving was included in a series of stories on individuals who had been oppressed/censored for expressing ideas promoting generally positive causes (democracy, etc.). During the Q and A, the director revealed himself as a Jew, which added another interesting element.. and made it ok (I don't think a non-Jew could have included this guy in his/her film without huge repercussions). And I agree that arresting Irving was a violation of his human rights, and shouldn't have happened.

Tomorrow, I am going to Istanbul, where I will be staying for a full week. I am staying with a Jewish-Turkish family and two of my best friends from GW (last year I was supposed to live with 3 of my friends but, alas, i was in Bolivia. My friends got placed with a Turkish, Jewish exchange student who they loved and now, since we're in Europe, we will be reuniting and staying at this girl's house.) I am looking forward to experiencing Passover in a Turkish setting.

On that note, as Passover is rolling around the corner, it's that time of year when I start to think about freedom and its many meanings/ what is freedom/ does it exist? As I go through waves of ups and downs and sideways's of trying to process my life within the past 10 months or so, I continue to contemplate the freedom that has allowed me to experience over six countries, several worlds, and many separate realities. I think of the freedoms that have dissolved after having inherited the responsibilities that are leftover from life's experiences and I remember those who lack basic and simple freedoms. It always boggles me that the the word seder literally means "order," while its celebration is centered around freedom (order = freedom?). Who is free, who is not free, and what are the different levels of freedom? Just some thoughts for contemplation...

I hope everyone has a great Passover and/or Easter and/or spring awakening. Keep me updated on your lives and enjoy.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Maastricht, etc.




Its been awhile since my last update... let me fill you in.
My classes are way harder than expected. I'm taking a class called Intro to Public International Law. Emphasis on the Intro. ... except that there are four 3rd year Columbia Law students in my class and a handful of other law students. It's super intense. I have two friends in the class in the same position as me and we throw each other WTF glances all through class. How are we supposed to be fluent in law jargon? The feedback for my first assignment, a case brief, was "valiant attempt." Oy vey. My other classes are manageable - Dutch is hilarious, European Integration is boring, and Complexities of Prostitution is... interesting.

I'm settling in and starting to find "my places" in the city. I'm beginning to enjoy being in such a dynamic place... there's so much here. My second weekend, Hannah Rosenfeld and Rebecca Adelson (roommate from college) visited.

It was great seeing them, especially since I hadn't seen Rebecca in nine months (I could've had a baby and she wouldn't have even known!). We had a lot of fun and covered all the touristy bases - Went to Anne Frank, Rijst Museum, and Van Gogh, and ate pancakes, cheese, waffels, and frites. My favorite part of the weekend was when Rebecca and I spent a few hours in the red-light district watching groups of boys (they always go in groups, never alone) try to convince one another to see prostitutes. The red-light district is the best place for social interaction/ group psychology/sociology observation, really. At one point we stopped to talk to a big group of 20ish year old English boys trying to raise 50 euro so their reluctant friend could see a prostitute. What a great conversation to be part of...

The next big event was my bike fall. I was riding through Amsterdam's main square really fast to catch up with someone when my front wheel slipped into a tram. Before I knew it, I was diving face-first into concrete. Very scary. Very painful. I want to start wearing a helmet even though people will make fun of me.

The next weekend I took a day-trip to Utrecht, a smaller town, with some friends. It was nice to be in a slower-paced environment. The highlight of the trip was a visit to the Organ Museum (music organs, not body). It was the creepiest museum I've been in. There was all this random music playing in the background while creepy children ran around giggling, possessed by the colorful organs.



Last weekend was great. Thursday night when I went to a ballet - it was a great performance in a beautiful theater. Friday night, two friends and I went to the Portuguese synagogue for services. Afterwards we were invited to dinner at one of the Rabbi's houses. It was nice to be in a home and to be fed real dinner. The Rabbi is half Chinese and half Surinamese (with ancestry from Portugal) and grew up in Suriname, and his wife is half African American and half white and grew up in Israel. Obviously, their children are beautiful. They told us all about Jewish life in Amsterdam and want to connect us with some Jewish students here. There was also a guest at dinner from Seattle who knew a few people from Birmingham! I love Jewish geography.
On Saturday I went with some people to Carnival in Maastricht, a town three hours (by train) south of Amsterdam. Carnival was the most absurd scene ever. People were intense about costumes, every one was drunk, and there were small children in the bars at midnight. The streets were flooded with massive dance parties and there were huge speakers everywhere blasting traditional Dutch music put to funky beats. It was crazy to watch the town transform from Saturday morning - a quaint town with old churches and beautiful architecture, to a Saturday night - a massive rave. By midnight, the streets were covered in broken glass and puke. Question - why would all of the bars/outdoor beer stands serve drinks in glasses rather than plastic cups? Hundreds and hundreds of glasses must have been broken that weekend. I feel like Carnival is a mix between Halloween and Mardi Gras minus the boobs and scandalous costumes. We stuck around Maastricht until Sunday night and then returned home.

This weekend I will be going with my program on a trip to Groenigin, in North Holland. It should be fun.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Intro to Amsterdam


I arrived in Amsterdam on Wednesday morning. I've been busy with orientation activities and learning about how things work in the Netherlands. Before I got here, I didn't know that much about the program I'm in, but it's structure is interesting. Basically, I'm enrolled in the University of Amsterdam as an international student. About forty percent of the students here are international and there's a sub-section of the university for us called ISN - the International Student Network. So, I had to do two orientations - one with CIEE (the smaller org that I came here with which acts as an intermediary between our home universities and the University of Amsterdam (there are 60 american students with CIEE)), and one with ISN (all of the international students)... sorry if that's really confusing. ISN has already planned three parties for us and there's another one tonight. I am taking classes with mostly ISN students and am living in the international student housing. After traveling a lot this year, it's been really cool to submerse myself in a totally international culture. I haven't met many people in my building yet ( I haven't had much time in my building yet!), but I share a bathroom with two Chinese girls, live across the hall from three Spanish boys, and met someone from Kazakhstan who lives on my hall.



My building is great. It's in the most posh area of Amsterdam and I live next to billionaires - every time I get lost and ask someone for directions back to my building they say something like, "You live there? Really? Are you sure? Wow. That's really nice!" Quite a different living situation than Zona Sarco, Cochabamba, and Hotel Golden Gate, Gulu. My building is on the same street as the Anne Frank house and I'm also surrounded fancy cafes, boutiques, bars, and cheese shops. My room is a single with long, huge windows and a perfect view of the canals. I have a small kitchenette in my room with all the essentials - i bought a tea kettle yesterday.

I haven't yet adjusted to this city and although we've been through intense orientation, I still feel totally disoriented. I bought a bike off of a guy in a market for a good price and love biking everywhere (even though my fingers are numb after every ride). It's very peaceful/ kind of scary. The people I've been hanging out with said they'd make fun of me if I started wearing a helmet (no one does it here), but I'm considering it nonetheless. I've been meeting tons of people the past few days and they generally seem nice (although it's pretty obvious some of them are here just to smoke marijuana for a semester). Making good friends here will be a little different from the friendship process in Bolivia where I felt like everyone on my program was pretty much on the same page.

It's weird being here after my experiences in Uganda and Bolivia. People always talk about the pains of reintegration from the 3rd world to the 1st world and I haven't really experienced that until now. I'm having fun so far and I know it's just the beginning, but the formality and organization of Amsterdam is kind of a bummer. I know Amsterdam is known for being alternative and funky, but nothing has shocked me about this place yet. Even the red light district... I went with some of my friends who were talking about how sketchy it was, but I was completely unmoved. I guess everything seems kind of sterile after being in the overwhelming chaos of Kampala or Cochabamba. It's also super cold and gray here, which is not my preferred climate. I know that I need to stop comparing the experiences, because they're completely different, but right now I really miss everyone/thing from my previous abroad experiences. I keep reminding myself of my first week in Bolivia, where I cried almost everyday and didn't think I could handle the language barriers - I realize that living in new places takes awhile to adjust to, so I'll stop complaining and acknowledge the incredible opportunities that I have here... like eating really good cheese and yogurt (not something available in Uganda or Bolivia)!

My classes start tomorrow and I'm excited to get on a routine. Right now I'm signed up for Beginning Dutch (ah!), Public International Law, European Integration, and the Local and Global Complexities of Prostitution (so excited for that one!). Supposedly, courses here have a really intense workload and are kind of hard. It should be interesting to be in an academic environment and learn about kind of controversial things (like prostitution and the EU) with such diverse and international classmates. I hope to be introduced to lots of different perspectives.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Wrap-up


I'm in Amsterdam now. Before I elaborate, i'll finish where I left off. My semester in Bolivia wrapped up really well. My independent research focused on three case studies of women artists and the themes of national identity, globalization, and economic empowerment. I established some incredible relationships during the course of my project, particularly with the weavers - Carlota and Leticia - and had fun time being on my own again. Doing a full research project in Spanish was an experience too... I recorded each interview and listened to them on repeat for hours until I could figure them out. The project was photography based, like my Uganda project. The structure of the SIT program and my encouraging academic directors helped me organize my thoughts and guide the direction in which I will take my Uganda research, since both projects are thematically similar.




























Leticia, Guiomar Mesa - contemporary artist, Doll making workshop
in El Alto, Bertha - doll maker and community organizer




Here is a list of events that I failed to prepare timely updates on:

La Paz - beautiful and ugly and hectic and modern and old and Bolivian and touristy and indigenous and outdoorsy and indoorsy with shopping and trekking and snowy mountains and hot jungles and old people and young people and hippies and hipsters and cholitas… you get my point - was great. You can walk to a street corner in a heavy jacket and gloves to buy fresh papaya, mango and avocado. Where else can you get that combo? I spent the latter half of my research time in La Paz working with a contemporary artist in Zona Sur and a doll-maker working at an NGO in El Alto. I had some luck with my living situation and ended up living with a great family who I sort of randomly met though friends of a mom of a ex-boyfriend of a friend. I lived in Zona Sur with them and they were extremely good to me. Other highlights from La Paz include a visit to a Cholita wrestling match. Quite a scene.


Enjoying coca mojitos in La Paz, Cholita wrestling, and a scene of the city


Tiwanaku and Copacabana - In Copacabana, we stayed in a super nice hotel and I stayed in a baller private cabana with three other girls. One day in Copacabana, we went on a day long boat tour of different Islands and ruins. It was such a relaxing and nice day and the lake was beautiful. After lunch, our boat stopped at the side of the lake. All of the sudden people in our group started getting naked and jumping in from the top of the boat. Except for one person, our whole group skinny dipped in lake Titicaca, midday, in front of our tour guide, the boat driver, our directors, and their 8 year old son. It was the coldest water I’ve ever been in. Oh, peer pressure. And, of course, we didn’t think about how we were going to get back in the boat before jumping out of it and leaving all of our clothes on the top level. That was the entertaining part. After all of the boys suavely pulled themselves back into the boat, we girls crouched on some rocks, shivering, debating how we were going to do it. Finally we decided that there was no un-embarrassing way get back, so we let ourselves get pulled up by the tour guide while trying to climb in. I wonder what he thought of us. Our director and his wife, Lupe, were very supportive of this endeavor. Nudity seems to have become a theme in our group.
On our boat ride back to Copacabana, I was sitting with four or five others and Lupe. Somehow, we started talking about sex education. Lupe took over the convo with lessons from Kama Sutra, in Spanish of course. I was trying to be mature and focus on what she was saying until she mentioned something about elephants and the difference between vaginas chicas and vaginas grandes. I can’t handle detailed sex talks. I held back my laughter as much as I could... I didn't want to disappoint my role-model, Lupe. The discussion ended with a group consensus that the kama sutra should be incorporated into every school’s sex education class. I should petition that in Alabama.


Reiki Initiation
After experiencing hours of reiki performed by Lupe, I decided to ask her to initiate me into the practice. My body is now officially a vessel for g-d's energy! Initiation lasted 8 hours of one-on-one Lupe time. She's a calming person to spend time with. At the end of the day, as my exam, I had perform a full reiki session on one of her clients. It was a little nerve-racking but he gave me a sincere "muchas gracias" at the end. When my parents came to visit, I booked a day with Lupe for the three of us. It was one of the nicest days I've experienced - after being thoroughly reiki'd, we played energy bowls for an hour matching different tones and creating music.

Chalalan
When my program ended, I met my parents in La Paz and flew with them to Rurrenabaque, a misty town in the rainforest. When we got to the airport, we learned that our plane had been delayed because of rain. The runway is a dirt road and rainy slosh would not be fun to land it. We made friends with some young travelers and finally arrived in Rurre. After laying in hammocks, reading,, and eating star fruit from the trees, we went to happy hour at the Mosquito Bar. Our friends from the airport were there and we drank with them for awhile and had a good time. It's always fun meeting new people and exchanging experiences. The next day, we took a three hour boat ride down a river to get to our eco-lodge, Chalalan. Chalalan was absolutely beautiful! It was set on a lake smack in the middle of the rainforest. It was rainy season when we were there and the rainforest was super dense and green... almost mystical. We were the only ones there and had the whole ecolodge to ourselves. We went on hikes and canoe rides and saw monkeys, turkeys, frogs, insects, birds, and... cayman! We got back to Rurre on the day we were supposed to fly back to La Paz only to learn that planes hadn't left Rurre for the past three days due to rain. We freaked out a little at first (we had an international flight to catch!), but resolved our frustration with Israeli falafel (there are tons of Israelis in Rurrenabaque.. we even found a "Jabad" house with a picture of the Rebbe on it!). We returned to the Mosquito Bar later that night to enjoy fresh-fruit cocktails at happy hour and our friends from the airport were there too. We left the next day. It was a very relaxing way to end my time in Bolivia.


Jabad House of Rurrenabaque and My dad getting a hair cut... we (the whole fam) treated ourselves to 4 dollar luxury haircuts

Canoe ride at Chalalan

the whole fam with a big tree in the rainforest

I miss Bolivia SO MUCH! And mi familia!


Dancing with mi papa at a SIT fiesta

Inauguration in DC
OBAMAAAA!!!! Inauguration was the most inspiring event I've been present at. The number of people who rallied for the unity of our country was amazing. It was a weekend of pride for our country and hope for our world.Liz and I on our way to the mall

Friday, November 14, 2008

bus reiki and potatoes in my armpits: excursion to the lowlands



The lowlands of Bolivia were incredible. I felt like I was back in Uganda (malaria pills included)... or at home for an Alabama summer. For the first two days of our trip we were in a town called Ascension de Guarayos and stayed in an adorable hotel with loads of hammocks and a few parrots. The town exemplifies my vision of / perfectly illustrates my affection for the developing world – wandering dirt roads lit by a star-crowded sky, drinking 15 cent beer while watching little kids play shoeless soccer, jumping into rivers to cool/clean off, wearing the same t-shirt and shorts for days without worrying because the smells around you are overpowering. Due to a lack of formal entertainment, our group did a lot of bonding... our bonding sessions usually start with intense discussion (do you believe in god? What’s the biggest mistake you’ve ever made?) and end in nudity (usually in the form of skinny dipping).

One day in Ascension de Guarayos, we waded through a river to visit a small, isolated, self-sufficient community. During rainy season, the river gets so full that most people can’t leave the community for months at a time… which makes it difficult when there’s a need for a hospital. The model of the village seemed like an Israeli kibbutz to me- the community is completely self-reliant and the people take care of each other. However, they’re starting to get development advice from the outside- the most recent advice is that they should switch all of their crops to corn so that they can profit off of biodiesel… then they’d be able to buy more things like computers. I hope that doesn’t happen. We have enough homogenous crop fields, biodeisel is a stupid idea, and if other crops disappear, goodbye to self-sufficiency and hello to malnutrition. Rural development models of orgs like World Bank should embrace the idea of a kibbutz… but then we’d have socialism, god forbid.


Ascension de Guarayos

The next day we drove to Santa Cruz – 6 hours of itchy mosquito bites and suffocating heat… not to mention the diarrhea that most of us had from lunch with the community. Santa Cruz’s climate, industry, indigenous groups, and population separate it from the rest of Bolivia and its people violently call for autonomy from the rest of the country. We had been learning about autonomy and the political happenings of Santa Cruz, but I didn’t really understand it until a conversation I had with a creepy old man in the plaza during our last day. I was sitting in the main plaza with a friend, when an old man approached me and started talking to me in broken English. He grew up in Italy and when he was 35 his father gave him ten million dollars. He spent all, yes ALL, of the money traveling the world. He landed in Bolivia and has been here since. He had some interesting perspectives of the country and Evo Morales, “Santa Cruz gives everyone eat because all money is produced here… we give to all of poor because Evo Morales makes cocaine in Cochabamba, we give food to people in the factories and Evo cocaine to Venezuela.” He continued talking about how all of Bolivia was communist except, of course, Santa Cruz.. Then, he started bashing Indios (indig people). I asked how he could tell if someone was an Indio and he replied, “all of the one who are ugly are Indios. Very ugly people.” He went on to tell me that Indios eat each other, they are “false people,” and that if an Indio sat next to us on this bench he would have waved his hands and said, “go away Indio!” Then, I pointed to a black Brazilian who was walking by and asked what he’d do if that person sat next to us. “Of course, it’s ok. No hay racismo (there isn’t racisim) en Santa Cruz.” In class, we’d watched videos of indigenous people being beat up in the streets and riots for autonomy, but I didn’t really understand the situation until then. After telling me that Indios steal, he said that there were no thieves in Santa Cruz because everyone there is rich.

That same day, I went to a photo exhibit sponsored by USAID. The photos were examples of poor public health in the lowlands. They were taken by Bolivians and had written descriptions near them. After the exhibit, there were diagrams of “good development” that were made by the Santa Cruz government in collaboration with USAID. To me it seemed like exploitative propaganda for autonomy. The weirdest thing about the whole Santa Cruz mess is that the U.S. is on their side.
But that’s why I like this country so much… outside of Santa Cruz, Bolivia doesn’t care about U.S. support. They spray paint over USAID signs, tear up roads sponsored by the U.S., and when the U.S. announced that if Evo Morales was elected they’d stop supporting Bolivia, his rankings in Bolivia went up by 40 percent. USAID’s political agenda is SO visible here.. it kind of makes me sad to be part of our country. Coming here after Uganda (which is intensely dependent on foreign aid – especially from mama US) is so refreshing. People are passionate about maintaining their culture and strongly stand against globalization. It’s just such a different experience than I had in Uganda where everything (even beer ads, “Nile, the beer of progress”) was about development and moving forward and globalization.

Anyways, during one of our days in Santa Cruz we went to the sand dunes. We drove our bus there and got stuck in the sand over 5 times. We’d drive, get stuck, get out and push the bus (if pushing wasn’t enough we’d crawl underneath to dig), get back in the bus, drive a few feet, get stuck again, start the process over. It was a good teamwork exercise? It was one of the funniest situations I’ve been part of. The last (and worst) time we got stuck probably lasted for at least an hour of pushing and digging. Finally, our director’s wife (the hare krishna one/my favorite person ever!) started doing reiki on the bus as we were pushing. (Side note: when ever she notices that one of us is lagging or feeling ill, she does reiki on us. Reiki consists of transmitting good energy through one’s hands… I think.) Astoundingly, she was able to transmit her energy to the bus and soon after she started doing her reiki, the bus started moving and we were able to push it out of the sand. After everything, our director admitted that buses had gotten stuck there on many previous SIT excursions. Oh Bolivia…


Lupe transmitting her energy to the bus.....

When we returned to Cochabamba, I had a fever so my mom made me stay in bed all weekend. She made me gargle manzanilla and she cut up raw potatoes and placed them in my arm-pits and on my stomach. She said I couldn’t take them off until they were brown because the brown meant that they’d soaked up the fever… She’s a nurse. It was weird, but I’m lucky to be living with someone who takes such good care of me.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

El Campo


I just got back from a week-long stay in a rural village in the mountains outside Cochabamba. My week was characterized by perpetual confusion... I was placed with an old senile woman. At first I didn’t realize she was senile – most of the families in the village speak Quechua and only minimal Spanish, so our communication was limited anyway. I thought that when she’d randomly start running down a hill, or throwing sticks at the animals, it could have been a cultural thing? Someone was sent to check on us everyday and I realized she was little un-normal when the person sounded over-concerned about my living situation and said that if I wanted, I could eat meals/seek refuge with her son’s family who lived next door to us. But after lots of quality time together it ended up being great… senile old women are my favorite kind.

Our room

At the school

My days were like such: wake up around 6, eat a huge bowl of potatoes shortly thereafter, let the sheep out of the pen, do something with my old woman, eat another huge bowl of potatoes maybe mixed with noodles, sew rows of potato plants, eat another huge bowl of potatoes maybe with rice, put the sheep in the pen, in bed my 6:30. I didn’t shower or change clothes for 6 days.

My favorite thing about the week was planting time... super hard work - my legs and back are still aching. But my little old woman worked like a machine in the fields. Every once in awhile we would take breaks together – we’d sit on the hillside and she’d chat with me in Quechua and laugh at me as I nodded my head.



My least favorite part of the week was mealtime. Before we left, our directors told us that eating is really important in the village – if you finish everything the families will be super impressed and will talk about it for weeks. I was doing really well in the beginning, but one can handle only so many potatoes. Each time I’d finish my overloaded bowl, I’d be so relieved to be done, but then my bowl would be filled again! Unbearable.



The village was BEAUTIFUL. The animals we owned included sheep, cows, chickens, pigs, and dogs. Our main crops were potatoes and fava beans. It rained three days while we were there and was always too cold. I slept with 5 blankets (I could barely roll over there was so much weight on me) and in the morning my toes would still be numb. My woman’s son, who lived next door, had a family of eight children. My friend from the program, Karina, was staying with them and it was nice to have her nearby. For some reason, the family didn’t want me to sleep alone with the woman so the son made different kids sleep with us each night. They were cute. Instigated by the one video they own, Stuart Little, the kids asked, “Can animals in the United States talk?” One of the older girls, 10 yrs, treated me like her doll – most mornings she dressed me as a Cholita, in a skirt and three different layers of tops, and braided my hair.


More about my senile old woman and her greatness - She introduced me to everyone as her friend from Argentina and each time I’d correct her she’d nod her head and laugh; she would wake up several times in the middle of the night and start talking; she would run down hills for no reason, and I’d follow her; she often tried to accompany me when I’d go to the bathroom aka squat behind the house; sometimes in the middle of the day she’d turn to me and demand “dormite!” – you sleep! I went with her to the market one day... When we got there, we sat behind a huge shoe vendor for about 20 minutes. I kept asking what we were doing and all she would say was, “sit, sit!” Finally, a nicely dressed lady showed up with a stack of papers (an identity card application) and took us to a formal government building. We ended up waiting for a while and leaving with a denial to an identity card because my woman’s birth and marriage date didn’t match up. My question is how this was all arranged – how did my senile old woman find this random lady to fill out paper work… and did she just suggest, “meet me behind the shoe vendor?” The market had like 15 different shoe vendors! The experience pretty much sums up my time in the village – never understanding/knowing what was happening and following the old woman around everywhere despite my confusion.


It was overall an interesting week and I’m glad to have had the experience. The village was so different from all of the other parts of Bolivia I’ve seen, and it was cool to experience real indigenous culture before it disappears.